Finding the Right Doctor Can Make All the Difference
The alarm on my phone starts its disruptive routine early, and the repetitive noise annoys me out of my slumber. While the rest of the world remains cuddled up for a few more hours of sleep, my husband and I drag ourselves out of bed at 3 a.m. to catch a two-hour flight to see my scleroderma specialist.
Earlier this month, I mentioned in a previous column that my local rheumatologist had advised me that we needed to take an aggressive approach to counter the progression of my disease. Scared out of my mind, I followed my concerned doctor’s advice and quickly emailed my specialist at the Johns Hopkins Scleroderma Center in Baltimore.
Luckily, my specialist understands how important time is when dealing with a dangerous disease that is progressing. She responded immediately and scheduled an emergency appointment within two weeks.
Waiting is always the hardest part
The day before the appointment, I found myself completely broken and terrified. Waiting has always been the hardest part for me when it comes to my care. I repeatedly cried out of the blue. I even put my phone in the refrigerator when I was cleaning up after dinner. My mind was a pile of mush, and my emotions were out of control. I desperately needed my specialist to figure out a game plan that I could live with — literally.
Some good news
The appointment lasted almost three hours, and every minute was worth it. This particular doctor has an air of calmness about her that is infectious. But it’s her confidence that always puts me at ease. She discussed every possible treatment strategy, and ultimately decided that we had a few more options for medications we could try to stay on top of the disease and slow its progression. She didn’t think we needed to take a risky path just yet, such as a stem cell transplant or difficult infusions.
Thankfully, the appointment released all the stress and fear from my body, as if someone had unclogged a drain in my soul.
Although the new medications carry their own risks, such as rare but severe side effects, I’m happy I won’t have to worry about being isolated from my family while receiving high-risk lifesaving treatments. I haven’t reached that “last option” yet, and I’m determined never to get there. I consider this to be another win for this scleroderma warrior!
Life is worth it
The day before my appointment, I was a complete train wreck, and less than 24 hours later, I was toasting my husband! While celebrating, he looked at me and said, “This is why it doesn’t matter how much it costs us to see this doctor.” And he’s right — the right physician is worth their weight in gold.
We have sold our home and made many sacrifices over the years to see this doctor. And we don’t regret those decisions at all. I am here, and my children still have their mother. My life is worth it.
Your life is worth it, too. No matter how far you must travel, and despite the obstacles in your way, find a professional that provides you with the best care. Find the person with the most knowledge about your disease. Their expertise might just save your life.
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