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I think of scleroderma as my constant companion — one that tries to keep me from having a life of my own. Whenever I want to do anything outside of my home or lead a productive life, scleroderma always seems to hold me back. It’s like the friend I…

Years before my scleroderma diagnosis, I was a fighter. I was born almost three months premature and came into this world fighting. One of my maternal grandmother’s friends asked her if I would live. “She’s too ornery not to,” my grandmother said. Even then, she knew I was a…

I’m 61 years old and live in a city over 100 miles away from a scleroderma care center. I’ve been diagnosed with the disease several times over the past 30 years, and it took me an equal amount of time to get referred to the Stanford University Scleroderma Center…

I love to have conversations with strangers and tell them about scleroderma. I take time during brief encounters at the library, supermarket lines, the nail salon, and airport gates. The challenge is to provide the information in two minutes or less to spark and keep the listener’s attention. I…

The face is what people see first on someone, and something is happening to mine because of scleroderma. I’m not a vain person or someone who primps in front of the mirror all the time. However, some small changes are starting to appear on my face. Scleroderma will snatch…

Yes, I’m a warrior. I was classified as one long before my scleroderma diagnosis since I’m an African American woman and single mom of two adult children. God has been preparing me to be a great warrior since birth. Learning that I had scleroderma was a relief. The…

Living with scleroderma has resulted in many new experiences, opportunities, and challenges for me. Since my diagnosis in 2001, I’ve spent much of my time educating others about how to manage symptoms, decrease stress, process mental health issues, navigate treatment options, and improve quality of life.

My mom has always instilled in me that beauty is in the eye of the beholder. When I was a child, she’d say to me, “What may be beautiful to one isn’t always beautiful to another, but that’s OK because that’s what makes people unique.” Amy makes goofy faces…

The feeling of overheating while being cold at the same time isn’t an unfamiliar symptom to me. For almost a decade, I have dealt with hot flashes due to medication-induced menopause. However, severe sweating strictly at night with symptoms of extreme internal heat, clammy skin, sleeplessness, and cold…

For years now, I’ve lived with a broken heart. At times, it’s physically painful. My discomfort includes aches, sharp and stabbing pains, fluid retention, swelling in my extremities, and difficulty breathing. But living with a dysfunctional heart is nothing compared with the emotional toll my heart disease has left…