It’s the middle of summer here in New Zealand. Today the temperature reached 91 degrees Fahrenheit…
Kim Tocker
I’m 49 and live in Christchurch, New Zealand. I was diagnosed with Limited Systemic Scleroderma in 2013, and the disease has slowly progressed over the past three years. Prior to my diagnosis, I worked as a Counsellor/Therapist in private practice, however I was forced to close my practice in 2014 because the fatigue associated with the disease had become profound. Well before I studied, trained and worked as a Counsellor many years ago (at least 20) I was employed as a Dental Assistant. It is my belief that whilst working in this capacity I handled a number of chemicals that are now considered dangerous and this exposure may have been the trigger for my disease, together with an already existing genetic component. These days, my full time job is to work hard at my self-care and manage my symptoms as best I can. Part of this management is to reflect on and write about my experiences about living with Scleroderma in ordinary day to day life. This helps me a great deal, and I hope it helps my readers, both those who also suffer with Scleroderma, and to help raise awareness in those who do not. I enjoy adding a little humour to my writing, because honestly, I feel it’s important we all have a wee laugh from time to time. However, my writing usually includes a serious reflection of some sort. On a personal note, I am the wife of one, and the Mother of three boys. My husband Max is my main caregiver, and I am very fortunate to have such a loving and giving spouse. My children are aged 21, 19 and 13, and our two oldest boys live in different parts of New Zealand to study and work. Our youngest will be starting High School in 2017. We live with a menagerie of animals, including two dogs and four cats.
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Articles by Kim Tocker
I’m going to fess up: sometimes I Google my symptoms. I know…
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Last weekend was our son’s graduation in Dunedin, a city in southern New Zealand that…
Silver Bells and Silver Linings
Here in New Zealand, the festive season is upon us. Your average Kiwi Christmas in the…
I’m horrified to discover that I’ve been keeping a secret from myself, locked away in my…
Scleroderma is a pretty “random” disease. I think the word “random” sums it up nicely for…
This Little Light of Mine
At times, I can become really despondent when I see the changes that scleroderma has caused…
There’s a Hole in My Bucket
Systemic scleroderma has taught me many things; some useful and interesting, and others relating to the…
My Scleroderma Sunflower Therapy
Over the past week, I have been an angry little person. I contracted my husband’s head…